'All pasts are like poems; one can derive a thousand things, but not live in them' John Fowles

Tuesday, November 30, 2004


Let's Rock and Roll! Posted by Hello


Yep he's having a gooood time indeed... Posted by Hello


yea u captured my <3 too, Jay. =P Posted by Hello


Argh! What more can a girl ask for... Haha Posted by Hello

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Incomparable to Jay <3

I shall start with my net friends. There was...

mUshy --> She's getting married next month! And she was the one who booked the tics for us through Mastercard. Hmm a bit on the short side, but very adult-ish and personable all the same.

Shirley --> The only non-Ke Ai Nu Ren member. Very short too. Haha... hmm don't really know her that well though ('cos she's not from KANR).

Pin--> I really didn't expect her to be chubby. But one thing's for sure; she's as witty in real life as she's in the forums. Smart too; currently in NUS and hailed from HCJC. But too 'dao' for me. =P

Ziwei--> She's very skinny... and short (ok by now I have to clarify that I'm like, the second tallest among the ladies). Hmm not as imposing as in the forums; she nearly calls the shots in the forums, but in real life she's quite quiet.

Yurika--> Ahh our guest of honour from Indonesia! She specially came to S'pore just to watch Jay, and decided to meet us up too. Very very pretty; and she's the tallest among the ladies (I come in next. Haha).

Chloe--> Really friendly girl. Came from AJC, currently in SMU. Sat with her on the bus ride to the stadium and we chatted about lots of things, including S'pore Idol. And she supports Sly too!! Hahaa.

Huimin--> Chloe's friend from SMU. Came from TJC and told me that she'd wanted to come to SA because of the uniform. Haha. The only person not from the forums. But real friendly too. I think I feel the most comfortable with her. Strange eh. Sat next to her during the concert too.

Jim--> Wow ok he came as a real shock. He's an ah beng through and through, and he spoke with a M'sian slang. Bleah... Completely different from the forums. =P

Li-gor gor--> He's the closest to me compared with all the others. Haha good 'ole Boss... I already knew he's tall (180++) , but his looks... hmm I didn't expect him to be so skinny! He's gonna be a teacher soon but he still acts silly like a kid. He's really smart too. Helped me with my math in the past when I had problems. 'Subsidised' my cab fare with Ziwei's too when we didn't make it in time for the train. Yep, he's a really nice person. =)

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The concert!! It started at around 8.40pm. I stood throughout most of the concert (when you're on a high you don't think of sitting) and waved my hand with the glo stick in it to all of his songs. My arm ached after that 'cos I was waving too fanatically. Haha. Was singing at the TOP of my lungs... the guy sitting beside me did the same too (he had good vocals =P), as well as the bunch of girls behind me. All crazy fans hahaha.

Jay was pitch-perfect all night. He didn't go off tune even once. He's sooooooo talented. He played the flute, and then there was a segment where he played on a white grand piano to Qing Tian. Arghh!!! THAT is the exact picture of my prince-charming!! Then after that he plonked on the ivories Maksim-like along with a Nan Quan Ma Ma member, and they were gooooood. Their fingers flew effortlessly over the keys. Now that's what I call talent. During the encore he got on the drum set too and everyone went wild. He's just soooooooooo talented!!

His concerts are ALL characterised by these things:
1) The 'He He Ha Hee' part of Shuang Jie Gun, where the audience will rap along.
2) The last phrase of An Jing '是因为我太爱你', where we'll scream along particularly loud. 'Cos we're expressing our lurve for him. Hahaha.
3) Before the encore. We'll holler '杰伦,杰伦,杰伦。。。' in perfect synchrony till he finally appears. =D

He was just soooooooo charming. And cute. Ok I can't think of any more things to add... but I will when something comes to mind. =P
Anyways I lurve him to bits and shreds and smithereens!!! <3

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Hyped UP!

我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解。。。
‘七里香’[七里香]
This is the 6th in my series of fav Jay lyrics+songs leading up to his concert... which means the Big Day's tomorrow!! (oops it's past midnight now. SO IT'S TODAY!) =D

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Go figure

Went to Orchard and window-shopped around the whole day with Sookee, Idiot, DaiCai and Sihui. It's our very last meet-up with DaiCai before she migrates to NZ. Aww... after being PW pals for all these months, I can put a finger to her idiosyncrasies. Like how she loathes latecomers, but is almost always late. Ha. I might very well miss her cutting remarks. Anyways I'm officially sick of Orchard!
Argh I can't wait for this sucky week to be over. Except for Jay's concert.

They're all fakes.
The swimming radiance,
the swirling finery.
You get faint and giddy,
struggling in surrealism.
Lost.
You try to shut them out.
Eyes closed, ears covered.
Heart stopped, brain dead.
Numb.
But they persist,
with merciless houndings
and sinister threats.
Until you
Surrender.
One of them you do become.
Your wiles and deceit;
bold and beguiling. Unmistakably,
A fake.

我突然失怀的笑 笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
‘断了的县’[寻找周杰伦-EP]

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Healing potion

Well well heartaches and more heartaches. Hey ger if you're readin' this don't think abt it too much ok (yea I'm referring to you, don't try to look away. Haha).
My self-concocted brew to comfort you a little, so drink up... a customised poem for you! Honoured right... I don't simply compose poetry for any Tom Dick Harry you know. =P

So what if your heart aches,
so what if your world dims,
at least there's still
the existence of chocolate cakes
and vanilla ice-creams.

So what if you're helpless,
so what if you're anguished,
at least you know
you have that cute dress,
just like you've always wished.

So what if you break down,
so what if you feel silly,
at least there's always
your bestest budds around,
take for instance me! ;)

Ok quite shaky, but my point is, cheer up! ^^

趁时间没发觉 让我带着你离开
没有了证明 没有了空虚。。。
‘分裂’[八度空间]

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Sleepless

I'm so very confused now. Yikes! And I'd thought I was over that pahse. Arh!! =(

无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞。。。
‘世界末日’[反特西-EP]

Monday, November 22, 2004

Hibernation

I'm hibernating
in the waters, under the rocks,
in your face. Don't I see those eyes
of yearning, of plea and guilt
turn to hardened acceptance
of winter's eternal touch?
You implore the Sun, wishing it
to grant life again, to decry the cold.
And the hibernating me was almost awakened,
but you had to smote me to my ruin
by the riverside, by the mountainside.
Now there lies a vengence
burning as you stoke it,
burning as you stoke it...


Coldplay

Coldplay simply rawks.

I can't believe it... that stoopid idiot! !@#$%^&* Who does he think he is anyway snubbing me like that. UrghZ!!! Feel like strangling him. I shall NOT talk to him for a very very long time. Ha!

装满了明信片的铁盒里
藏着一片玫瑰花瓣。。。
‘上海1943’ [范特西]

Saturday, November 20, 2004

idol-syncrasies!

I'm melting with every one of Sly's smiles! <3 His emergence as one of the final two came as a surprise... but I'm definitely not complaining! Haha. Part of his charm can be attributed to the fact that he has a punk rocker image (like Avril Lavgine), but a very very huge part of it is due to his dimpled smile. Argh!! =D Anyway today we went to do CIP at city hall. Managed to sell those intricate butterflies quite quickly. In fact, we didn't even get to max out our supposed 5 hrs, before those butterflies were 'sold out'. But SY did help me sell some of them. Thanks, ger! ;) Got back home all tired and fell asleep on the sofa immediately. Hahha. And my two bros got home safe and sound from their moutain trek. According to them, their training here in S'pore's very own Bt Timah Hill was tons more taxing than the actual climb at Mt Ophir. Whao. So it wasn't as exciting as I'd imagined. =P

A week to Jay's Nov 27th concert! *screams*
静静 悄悄 默默 离开
陷入了危险边缘
我的世界以狂风暴雨
‘龙卷风’[Jay]

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Shark Tail

Caught the movie [Shark Tale] today. We stumbled into the wrong theatre at the start, then realised somthing was amiss when our seats were taken up by people. And something was definitely wrong when the movie [Taxi] came on, and YT asked another person which theatre this was. When he replied 3, we fled. Blimey. We were supposed to be in 4! Anyway we were lucky the movie hadn't started yet. Phew.

The show's pretty funny. There's this scene where the shark Frankie was gonna die, and he told his brother Lenny that 'I'm cold.' Lenny the dumb-bell replied in a way airheads reply 'Yea, that's 'cos we're cold blooded.' Yep so there were lotsa lAme gags like these... in other words, I deem it quite watchable. Hahaha.

HmmZ my home's experiencing a rare state of tranquility. 'Cos two of my 'lil bros have gone trekking on Mt. Ophir with the NPCC. I dunno about my parents but I'll definitely relish the peace and quiet around here, while it lasts. BleahZ. And my lucky eldest younger (confused?) bro'll have it easy after tomorrow when his O levels end. Oh well. He'll sprout those wings (adapted from Louis' analogy ;) ) of liberty, only to have them painfully removed when he braces himself for the rat race otherwise known as the A levels. *Shudders* As the saying goes, we've 'been there, done that.' HaiZ. Another agonising year ( less, actually) to go before the real thing.

Run for your lives!
For the Destroyer is coming.
No warning will It give,
while It sets you a-blazing,
till you're so very beaten
and have utterly forgotten
the taste of freedom,
and the sound of wisdom...




Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Guitars Galore...

Hoho I've tried playing the chords for 晴天 on the guitar... not bad I must say, sounds pretty much like the original! At least now I know my guitar lessons are paying off. =P But I'm still abit retarded when it comes to changing chords; fingers can't move fast enough. Argh.

Anyway I'm contented enough. Have always yearned to be able to strum along to songs. I just need more practise...
Guitar lessons later on, it's lunch time now! =D

Sunday, November 14, 2004

EscapE!

Woke up today at an ungodly hour (waking up at 8+am during the hols is torture... =P), then headed towards Pasir Ris with Patz and LY, where we met YZ! The trio haven't changed a bit since our 04S1 days back in JJ. Haha. We went on some of the rides in the Escape theme park... and I was surprised I could overcome my trepidation for some of them, which can be attributed to YZ's superb persuasion skills. She practically dragged me to the 'Rainbow' ride. HaZ.
We went on the Pirate Ship thrice, and screamed like there's no tomorrow. Even had the guts to take the very last row there... and we got addicted to the thrill. What can I say... cheap thrills (admission tics were rather cheap; we had discount coupons) definitely work for people like us who have been deprived of fun for so long. Hahha.
We got on the Go-Kart too and I got to drive! Not bad... I could drive, albeit recklessly and the poor operator had to 'siam' when I almost swerved the kart into her. Hahha was laughing all the way... I reckon I'll have a loooong way to go before I can obtain a driver's licence. =P
Yep and Patz suggested going on the 'Choo Choo Train' ride. A kiddie ride. The train compartment was so small we almost couldn't squeeze into it but still we managed to. Took some pics inside too.
Oh yea I almost forgot that humongous cotton candy that we bought. It was definitely larger than a human head. We were joking about how we'd have nightmares of Pink after that, and it was sooo sugary we were worried we'd contract diabetes thereafter. Hahha.

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We got on the Ferris Wheel and the family roller coaster too. Got on the latter four times. There was even this old granny who was game enough to try the ride. You go, granny!! =D

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After that we went to Pasir Ris shopping centre to have lunch, then it was Bugis and window-shopping around. Was very tired and we kept trying to find places to sit. Bought brownies! Those sinful but yummy-licious treats. Chocolatey-indulgence! <3

All in all it was a fun day. But I'm very bushed right now. I'm off to eat my supper, then sleep like a log. Hehhe.. ^^

Saturday, November 13, 2004

-___-'''

Hmm recieved flak + compliments about my new hairstyle. People, I like it ok so who cares what YOU think anyway.

Blah blah blah... me's totally incoherent now. I'm bushed with a capital B, still very much Orange, and Restless, plus Erratic and Disillusioned. Heh notice that spelt BORED. Wow I'm so bored I could come up with something so completely irrelevant. But not exactly though. Right. Dunno what I'm rambling on and on about. *tears hair out* Wait I cannot. I've just had it cut. Ha-ha-ha-ha. -__-'''

You left me there
out in the sun
right in the snow
And what was that supposed to show,
that you could shoulder any blow?
You didn't take me along
upwards to your heaven
downwards to your haven
Pray, was I so very blind
to have been disillusioned
by your fairytale?
I didn't believe so.
Because I followed wherever you went
Because I tried to put out the sun
and thaw out the snow.
Is it working
Who am I kidding?
That's easy.
Because in the end
I'm fooling me.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Acidity test

The icky spot under my eyelid's growing larger by the day. Doesn't look like it'd subside anytime soon, during which I must live through queries by the curious, some of whom are convinced I must have seen something 'unclean'. Sigh.

Anyways my brother got ill too, no thanks to yours truly. And the worst thing is he's having his O levels now. In fact it's the Bio paper today, and fortunately he eased my guilt a little by recovering just in time for the paper. Atta boy! Hehe.

As we all know today's the last day we'll have anything to do with PW at all. Right. So everything went on fine and dandy, until I recieved a call from my agitated leader after the MOE-stipulated 11 am that something's wrong with the GPF. Ok, so I made my way to the gallery and there brewed a storm not to be easily quelled (metaphorically, but literally too 'cos it was raining...). Turned out we got the pagination wrong and had to redo everything. H's face was black as thunder, and it wasn't later that I found out he got a dressing down by Mr Ho. Fine. So we handed in the revised version, and it was sent back again. By this time the mood was very grave. H took to muttering spiteful remarks, and of course I wasn't too happy either. He practically unleashed his displeasure upon us, like it was our fault. I decided to ignore him and get on with the stoopid and cumbersome pagination. Our very last meeting ended on such a sour note, I think it'd have registered pH 0.00000001 on the indicators. (Laaaaaamme)

HaiZ. But just now he did msg me to apologise, and offered to call too... He's still a great friend anyway.
Yikes. I'm soooooooo glad PW's over.
Think I'll turn in now. Eyes can hardly be kept open...

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

My sickly self

The past two days were horrible to say the least. Woke up on Monday with a sore throat and a slight fever, then it ballooned into something bigger; my temperature kept scaling new heights and the last time I checked when I was almost delirious, it reached 39.3 deg. Subsequently it dropped a little, but not much. Was bedridden most of the time. And was I in agony. It'd be completely alright if not for the impending PW OP which was supposed to take place yesterday. Now everyone (except for my group) in class had gone through it... and I'm still awaiting doomsday. Oh joy. But as Reubs and DC said, this might be a blessing in disguise. (I don't see how, 'cos we'll be presenting in front of complete strangers, which might quadruple my stage fright. HaiZ.)

Am still quite wobbly on my feet now, though the fever's gone. Appetite's horrible, and I can't seem to stand upright for even a few seconds without feeling giddy. The last time a fever this bad happened, it was right before Jay's concert last year. Hmm that was much worse becuase it raged for 3 days straight (teethered dangerously near 40 deg). I was praying fervently for me to get well in time so that I could attend his concert. And I did. Haha. This time round I'm praying fervently for myself to survive Chinese and PW.

Ah well. Time for some chinese revision...